So, Reuben managed to get a slot spinning records at 111 Minna st, as sort of a celebration of our birthdays, (our meaning me, reuben, matt). Reuben brought records that were fairly appropriate for the club. Iain, Jay and Mark also showed up, basically all of Hadan. Iain brought all metal records. This happened from 6pm to 9pm. The place was full, ( Read more... )

Ok, things are getting down right weird... Here goes ( Read more... )

So its been pretty heavy so far ( Read more... )

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So although it is not what I want, there seems some amount of resolution will be coming soon in my current home situation. Seems that my wife has found an apartment and will be starting to move this coming Sunday. So even if I dont want this to happen, at least I dont have to be around her all the time, knowing the way she feels. That is pretty ( Read more... )

Somehow I managed not to go ballistic yesterday. Seemed pretty close. All I wanted to do was destroy shit. Luckily I just sat there thinking what a totally bad idea it would be to act on those impulses. I got some decent sleep I guess, instead of finding a friend's place to crash. So that was good too. I feel a bit better today. When will the shit ( Read more... )

I am trying not to totally lose it today. I feel like I am going to just snap. So much screwed up stuff going on in my life right now. Bad situations at home, people fucking with me. Sometimes it seems like everyone is fucking with me. Alleged friends treat me like crap. How do people think its friendly to make insulting remarks to me? Thats not a ( Read more... )

Lets see ( Read more... )

...and somehow I guess I qualify as "wicked", because things sure as hell don't seems to be letting up on me yet. The issues going on with my family are not changing. Very solid on what will happen in the future. I am not sure when my wife will move out. I know she is trying for the 1st, but nothing is for sure in that area. I need to figure out ( Read more... )

So let's see. I stayed out after work yesterday. Went ( Read more... )