i had to delete that entry. only because it was very theraputic to actually write it and it made me feel a lot better. but its making other people upset and getting into the wrong hands. i know that i put it over the internet and other people were going to see it. im not stupid and i know anyone can see it. maybe i wanted everyone to see it because ( Read more... )

thanks bunches to the 4 awesome ladies that replied to my crazy venting. brought a big much needed smile too my face when i read what all of you had said. thanks for being there to make me laugh and smile
love you, manda, beth, lindsey, and nicole *hugs*

so im at britts house...... and she went down to get ready for bed like 2 hours ago. i went down to go to bed and she was asleep so im like hey may as well do some english. so of course im updating my lj instead. hmm im a big dork. im assuming i will write my paper tomorrow? i really dont give two shits to the wind. so today was an interesting day ( Read more... )

i am at carlenes house right now and we are supposed to be doing history work... so she is watching room raiders and i am watching this computer screen. time to update. carlene says that i should write about her so i am and then she will prolly read it. i really like carlene she is a very nice young lass. i am glad i got to know her at work because ( Read more... )

yes ellen thought i was very upset. i was but not so much. like i just kinda got mad at guys in general and was like whooo lets get mad at every guy in the world! so yea ellen wrote some lovely stuff to me. and i dont quite care anymore i discussed it with my bud brian. id much rather just hook up now then have a relationship anyway. so yea that ( Read more... )

your so conservative on all levels
dressing
attitude
you dont stand out

my long like love rant had nothing really to do with the guy i liked anyway it was just like lets open the flood gate to show how pissed sarah is.... wow im a mediocre person

I need a piss ( Read more... )

im turning into a complete loony and its def not attractive...... i seriously just give up on guys all together...... im like wow this is so fucking lame give me a break.... i write it in my live journal as of august 17, 2005 no more guys for like a month.... that will last for about a few days till i go back to panera bread i seriously have been ( Read more... )

Lucky ( Read more... )

i wrote this incredibly amazing like 50 million word update that took like 35 minutes and it decided it didnt want to save it. eww how dumb. idk im working a lot right now so theres not much too say but im having fun and my whole awesome post was about paneradise..... haha i stole that from kerry because i am just that cool. my birthday is coming ( Read more... )