Its one yr to the day today.... that I lost you.... I miss you more than anything... I miss the way you smell the most, like hardwork and love, like good creative home cookin, like a grandpa always should.... your prickley face went you would kiss my cheek.... Your scruffy old voice.... your swollen feet.... your big ears.... your comforting smile ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish Id never met you... just so that I could find you and fall in love with you all over again... but having never met you... would be all too tragic...
"Id rather be fighting with you than making love with anyone else"

No ones perfect... but youre the one person who holds all of my favorite imperfections

So lately I havent wanted to write because no one noted me... and I realize thats dumb... but really it feels crappy ( Read more... )

About to go to bed... sleep is nice... especially when you need it so bad that it takes you like 2 hours for your body to realize youre finally letting it rest and it falls asleep... did that make sense?? Im sure you understand though. I smell like hairspray, I did something other than straightening or leaving my hair curly today... I curled it ( Read more... )

I seriously love how nothing I do is ever good enough...... oh yea mom bitch me out for a dumbass stain on your driveway when I just watched your kids while you went on a cruise.... wow.... Im your daughter for crying out loud at least greet me with a hug and then bitch at me...... or perhaps you could do the motherly thing and offer to help me pay ( Read more... )

So last night I didnt really get any sleep... stayed up til what was it?? Like 5 am I think.... talking and laughing at retarded guys and body peircings in strange places ( Read more... )

So its 2am and for some reason I cant sleep... its not like Ive been getting massive amounts of sleep lately either, in fact its quite the opposite. Anyway no sleep for me... instead my dog and my fiance are lying in bed snuggling and taking up any space I would have to sleep in anyway ( Read more... )

So didnt do too much today and yet for some reason or another Im tired. I wanna go look at wedding dresses... anyone wanna come?? I wanna get an idea fo what I want. Going to another bridal show on the 23rd I think so yea. Taking 3 classes this semster Math, Communications and Spanish.... 12 credits. Someone get a membership at my work so I dont ( Read more... )

So the semester is officially over ( Read more... )