hmm forgot I had this thing haha

so I ran myself in the ground I guess you could say i spent yesterday in the ER for most of the day with iv's in my arm i lost it all couldnt walk couldnt stop shakeing went from lightheaded to dizzyness and just feel apart spent all mornings unday like this then went to the hosipital my thought tesmorning is swollen to the point of where it is ( Read more... )

so hey hey channel 4 komo 5 pm tommow ill be on it check it out!

Remember that night
White steps in the moonlight
They walked here too
Through empty playground, this ghosts' town
Children again, on rusting swings getting higher
Shareing a dream, on an island, it felt right

i feel like the dumbiest person in the world.

what's new?

How can you say something new
about being alone?
Tell someone you're a loner
and right away they think you're lonely.

It's not the same thing, you know.

It's not wanting to put all your marbles
in one pocket.

It's careing enough not to care too much.

Mostly it's letting yourself come first for a while.

R.I.P.
Johnny Martin
you've brought happiness to all and a wonderful flower shop that brings smiles to everyone.

so came home from work at 5 been asleep sense five tell 11 now trying to find something to do or i might just stay home all night up because im finally awake .

so I had my first sit down with an ex two tables down last night didnt know she was there tell i heard her laugh and make some stupidcomments about me that i turned to my buddy dave and looked at him funny and he goes what I leaned over and said gentle is that bitch behind us he looked back and said yep man I telly ou people Im amzezed that a ( Read more... )

couple weeks ago one of my gunnie pigs died ( Read more... )