waiting for time.
time for waiting.
she doesn't know.

"what have we been given that we haven't corrupted?
we turned beauty into fake tits and vanity."

fed up.
weary.
give me a sign.
please God.
i need something.
anything.
fuck my selfishness.
fuck my insecurities.
give me something to hold on to.

if you go then we'll go as fast as you go far.

lead us.

if i'm forgotten then i wasted 13 years of my life.
fuck that.
and fuck the world because its so fucked.
people are monsters.
people do terrible things.
i'm standing tall with my brothers.
put the pain on me.
i'll fucking own it for you.

thank Jesus for grace.

and suddenly... i am alone.

as i take one last look at the moon...
the stars begin to fallthe era is painting me a picture ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me.
toot toot.

!!

run from it.

fucking run.

don't look back.