Ah yes on the rare occasion that my computer actually functions in the heat i take delight in updating lol. OK i lie i have just thought up of randomly updating seeing as this journal has so many years of my life behind it. It would be a shame to let this history of what i have gone through go to waste. Even if a lot of people do not read this it ( Read more... )

Sorry that i haven't been updating much.. or at all for quite some time I guess time really does tend to fly by whether or not you are enjoying it much. Lets see where did i leave off? In august i went to Indy as per my usual "geek trip" it was all types of fun as always. It surprises me how much I could just let go and be myself on my 'geek ( Read more... )

So i did mention that i was going to try and update this more often didn't i? lol I had a revelation last week it came very subtly i almost wasn't sure how to piece it together till someone interrupted my reverie. Let me start off the story properly.. or maybe in order i was never one to actually go 'in order' lol ( Read more... )

I'm all giddy, Angie took me out to buy books lol. It was a fun time indeed i wasn't sure what i was going to buy at first then i just went into a frenzy. It's ok since i haven't read a good book in such a long time. I picked up: World War Z, Do Andriods Dream of Electric Sheep, Hell to Pay and Sharper than a Serpent's Tooth (both are part of the ( Read more... )

Sorry for the great gap of time missing on here, as always i guess it just slips my mind to write on here and days turn into weeks then months. Though i'm not sure how many of you still read this it still serves as a tool for me to get my emotions out whether or not someone is actually reading this ( Read more... )

I'm so excited that i'm going to Chicago next week! From thursday to sunday its going to be a great little mini vacation since i have never gone there. I heard they have a really good nightlife and a plethora of bars. yummy bars! Ray even exclaimed to have some money set aside just in case we get jailed! lol Such brave and foolish souls are we ( Read more... )

The other day i was talking to a friend at work about live journals, when i noticed just how far back my entries were. I have had live journal since 2001, i was shocked that so much of my life was actually on the net. Though reading back some of those entries i can see how childish and naive i was (well much more than i am now heh). It was ( Read more... )

The thing about dreams is that they are so ideal that you cannot help but feel caught into whatever they are portraying for good or ill. For example i had this dream that i was hanging out with a couple of people from work and some of their friends just watching TV smoking/drinking and the sort. When i sat next to this girl i thought was cute (who ( Read more... )

Every time i look at the last post date when creating a new entry i think to myself wow thats pretty long ago. Since the last post i guess i have just been doing a lot searching not sure if it's in my "soul" per se. But rather just trying to figure things out in general. Sitting/standing around and just observing everything around me ( Read more... )

Sorry i haven't been updating lately everyone but ::shrugs:: can't think of a good excuse. Though i spend most of my time bullshitting online i don't actually write much or felt the need to write much. But since i need to vent some even if i don't give full details helps me out greater than anyone can imagine ( Read more... )