1. I've come to realize that my ex... put up w/ a lot of my shit lol thanks Alyssa! ::hugs ( Read more... )

Wow it's amazing how i can go from one end of emotion to another lol. Yeh i told ya that i hit extemees quite quick lol. Today in the simplest way possible i think i shred just about any doubt or fear i had. It was so plain it didn't even happen specatcularly. I was sittin' waiting to be photographed for grad pictures or what have you and started ( Read more... )

Hmm dunno how i feel anymore, should i be suprised in this turn of events? As usual i think i'll just take the brunt of it and keep on going. After all others need me more than i need myself at the moment. I just can't help but feel a bit odd about it, maybe that i shrug off whatever is coming at me so casually that i wonder if there is anything ( Read more... )

I am beyond exhausted... yesterday i busted my ass trying to get everything done. Most likely they not only won't notice but complain that i did "nothing" lol such is life at work that shit always rolls down the hill and never up. Even though i went to sleep relatively early around 12am i still feel totally and utterly drained, i hope i did good on ( Read more... )

i gave my learning lesson today and everyone in class had praise. i felt so natural going up in front of the class and presenting material ::go meh:: I was so nervous at first and i worked furiously to type out papers and what not. but at teh end i just calmed down had a nice calm/collected face and just blew the class away ( Read more... )

hm lets see things have been all over the place for me emotionally and what not. it's cool though i got everything out of meh on friday lol though at the expense of being an utter and complete mess on friday lol. Much props to the people that put up w/ meh lol ( Read more... )

Well now i can honestly say i know why the world blames it's problems on poor ol' tequilla. But hey when there is little to nothing left to drink and the choices are slim (jack daniels, bellevedere vodka, rum, and tequilla) you aren't really calling the shots. Got sort of blacklisted in a way? lol well too many people started talking about the ( Read more... )

the run around is so annoying. dont know what about this week but its not getting off to a good start. Must be cause i'm think i'm gonna get sick soon. I have not gotten drunk in 6 weeks running yay achievement? I've been trying to schedule classes and trying to figure out how soon i can get out of here. Yur i'm getting tired and it's overcoming ( Read more... )

The week went by awesome. Yesterday was lots of fun hanging out w/ Angie at barnes and nobles book store. I actually bought a book to keep up w/ my whole reading and what not. Then we got coffee and chatted for a bit, i haven't enjoyed myself like that in quite some time. Refreshing ( Read more... )

Saturday was fun had a long day at work but the crew pulled through and we all went to see "the Departed" which was an amazing movie. I will call it one of the best non-comedy movies of this year. Jack Nicholson (sp) gets better w/ age he just goes more insane w/ his acting style lol. I still say that he should have had his joker costume on though ( Read more... )