i'm doing OK..i could be doing better more effort to resist those  granola bars with carbs in it!!! and all that sugar that makes me sluggish and tired...=(
but i did drink lemon water, and eat a light bfast...and now im starvin so thats great. gotta be extra careful to fit in to my size one jeans tomorrow. i dont wanna look fat in them!

pre made meals rock. Mum made me a salad with artichoke, olives, pineapple--the works! i had it for bfast with a presimmon fruit and lots of water. then i drank green tea. i have some granola bars and a bit of dry bran incase i get hungry later but im not eatin in the school caf---too tempting!!! i need to really start moving this scale! im so ( Read more... )

i DID OK. I mean, i had a little bit of carbs some thing from my country unknown to the sWestern world...and some more chicken and a few cookies while doing h/w....then i STOPPED eaten....1 fried plaintain and 2 okra (a veggie)....drank i think 5 cups of herbal tea..green and chai.lots of water. more water when i get home. my Mum made me a awesome ( Read more... )

Yesterday I did really well with my prepared meals...the jello didn't turn out but oh well. i had veggies for bfast---boiled carrots & zucchini, went to the mall to shop and brought along green tea, and dry cereal to munch on. i was quite full, but then i met up with my sis and her gf and they INSISTED we had dinner out downtown even though i told ( Read more... )

God so like i'm so glad i'm gay cuz guys are honestly fuckn FUCKED . i hate guys. it hink their just ugugggh *angry face ( Read more... )

 -feel fat
-did good in the morning, early day. had granola bars, greeen apple, geen tea, venti starbucks eggnog latte
=worked out did aerobics n dance
=binged n purged aftr workout , not all of it   =( feel shitty for eatin after ...no self control ugh
-working on makeover : chemically straightening my hair and stuff.
-feel ugly. its so much work tryna ( Read more... )

 -binged & purged 2day =( i was so hungry ( Read more... )

Looking at my photos over the last like 6 months....I THINK im skinnier than i really am! I'm really wide ! and fat! and my face is really pudgy! and so are my arms! time to do what nicole richie did.....like an EXTREME fuckn makeover. i'll have 2 be my own stylist of course..I can't afford Rachel Zoe ha ha but i do have great taste (smiles all ( Read more... )

So my lesbian obsession with Sweetie has come to a undramatic and subtle end. So, she has nothing romantic to do with me and wants to just live her life and be happy. That's great. I know now, it is my turn to enjoy the times we had together and now move on and find my own true love and enjoy my life now. I think she's cool, and she was attractive ( Read more... )

its too late, i shouldnt have slacked yesterday. ugggh. 2-3L of water today and maybe some cardio in the evening ( Read more... )