I just came back from the Wholefoods. I was in line with like 7 boxes of cereal, pizza, snacks like I'm a huge fatty. It was funny cuz I would NEVER eat those things in a million years it was for my roomies I'd probably nibble on a pizza pocket or a German sausauge once or twice a week but...I love shopping in the grocery store. There is soooo much ( Read more... )

I had to go to the hospital , but im better now from tlhe laxatives. im NEVER using them again. im very happy now im better. i've totally like had a makeover and i'm payin attention in class. im read to lose this last 20 lbs of weight. even tho i had sushi and a jam sandwich today i as bein lenient  life is short. tomorrow 'll get back on track. my ( Read more... )

 Omg....these lax are KILLING me...i cannot believe im missing yet another day of school cuz of digestive problems....This is so fucked up....I know never to take laxatives ever again. All Bran is like my new best friend...i wished itd WORK though ....*blush ( Read more... )

Grrr. it is  not fair others can be thinner! i mean, sure i understand they may have great genetics and thinner parents than mine {EXTREMELY likely} but still...it really hurts and makes me feel like a failure. its like, all my efforts are worthless................I found some extra money in my bank and since my belly seems a bit better than it was ( Read more... )

-went to the  mall eaton centre & i seen 2 of the thinnest chicks EVER
i was like GRR UGGGHHHH man! its so UNFAIR they were P-E-R-F-E-C-T.
I had cinnamon sticks n ginger juice. thats it. im 129.2. ugggh.
29 to go =( went shopping....

 Hey yesterday I did good. I had chicken and veggies and indulged in some crunchy peanut butter on a spoon, and drank ginger juice. I am still feeling horrible fromt he laxatives so I'm going in to see a doc. Its a beautiful day, I think I'll be very strong and stick to just drinking ginger tea. Uggggh my weigh went up a pound, must be to purging. ( Read more... )

 I did purge my bread last night but I had a bit more later on. I love bread. It's so comforting, soft and delicious.
I havent eaten today, I'm still fasting. I had ginger tea with tons of brown sugar in it for breakfast . I'm in the high 120s now,.......can't wait to get to the 110s...-) that'd be great. Once I get my digestive system back on track ( Read more... )

 I had homemade bread. It was SOOOOO soft, hot and delicious . So I crashed my liquids diet. I guess I'll have to purge some bread and start again tomorrow. But damn....bread is good!!!

 I didn't start my liquid fast today . I feel MUCH better since Mum brought me medication =) . I should be great tomorrow {hopefully....} so tomorrow is a great day to start. I need to motivate myself!!
Okay here I go!!!
Why am I doing this?? Because I want to be thinner and look bettter than every other girl.
Because I want a concave stomach and pin ( Read more... )

 I am so excited to do the 28 day fast I was invited to do. What a great idea, why didn't I think about it? I will start tomorrow!! I did eat today (choc. cake, jello, some Ritz crackers with cheese and macaroni and salad...) and so it would be optimum to not eat if I wanna lose and not gain.
Ugh it is soooo difficult for me to see skinnier gurls ( Read more... )