dryers at the laundry mat
boiling pasta
my sisters
myself
my parents
chipped nail polish
my grades

2009 has easily been the worst year of my small life. 2010 is already an improvement, I am happy to report ( Read more... )

Today is better than most days.

I spent my time making cookies with my grammie and sisters and Christmas shopping. I'm tired ( Read more... )

I should be finishing up my 3000 word paper for my joke of a class, however I am not feeling so inclined.

Ever since leaving school I've been feeling like I'm stuck in this wishy-washy limboland. I feel like something left in a liquid for a very long time, so that my borders (my definitions) have disintegrated and now I'm just some white, soggy mush ( Read more... )

MCC is just ok. I take night classes Mondays and Thursdays. They aren't challenging enough.
Still unemployed. No one seems to want to hire within bicycling distance.

My penpal still thinks that he loves me. I try to push him away because I am unhappy with everything in my life.
My family is still crazy. Today my mother kicked me out. Again. It's like ( Read more... )

Everything I predicted in my last post came true. Awesome.

I feel beaten and disappointed and like everything in my life is falling apart. (And cranky and whiny ( Read more... )

I've been consumed with my uncle's funeral since school let out, basically. I left for Michigan with my grandmother the Monday after I finished my Archaeology final. The service was Friday. I'm now in a motel in buttfuck, Alabama. I should be home and resigned to my internet-less fate by late tomorrow.

My penpal calls each day. I never have ( Read more... )

I just want to cry.

I've been really bitchy and unhappy lately.
School is over in two weeks, and I'm never coming back (lol, totally eliminating the Anthropology department).

Going Home/Never Coming Back

PROS:
-Never having to deal with my cunt roommate EVER AGAIN.
-Closer to my mommy (stfu)
-Learning to drive
-Having an Anthropology department
-No more cold-as-balls-walking ( Read more... )