there was a cat dead in it's cage when i got to work this morning. it was sad & not a very fun way to start a day. but in about 15 minutes, i forgot all about it & was working happily with my little friend vera.

i am spending all my money on cd's & makeup & loving it.

THEN I JUST HATE YOU & I HATE YOUR ASS FACE!

i'm not sure if you read this, or why i write here & i hate that. 'i will be everywhere all the time. you can't stop me!' problem is i'm always me. frustrated mess, me!

i am totally editing this entry after i posted it. i'm super secretive like that. i can't sleep again. it's driving me nuts. i want to go rest & read but i can't, my mind races & ( Read more... )

i like putting lotion on my legs when they are all shaved & smooth. it's almost theraputic. i especially like it when the lotion i'm using is green tea scented.

i had to fake my mom's signature today. this was the first time i've had to so that since i was in high school or something insane like that. i can still get that 'L' and 'B' down with no ( Read more... )

i am quite fond of my webcam & all the neat things i can do with it. making mini home porn is the best. if i had a fast connection & a huge mailbox, i would be hooking that shit up day & night.

i can't believe i'm up right now, it's 3:25am & the only noise in the entire house is my typing. tap pause tap tap tap tap pause tap clink tap pause. over ( Read more... )

instead of boobs, we're changing it to nerds. show me your nerds, nerd alert, look at those nerds, etc.

on the subject, my nipples have been hard all day. painfulyl so. but they have been! and i can't stop playing with them. maybe playing isn't a good word, but fidgeting.

sometimes when you're sad you can substitute ice cream for a smile. and it tastes a lot better too.
i had a dream last night about a friend, they were trying to get me to smell a candle but every time i sniffed, nothing. he was almost angry at me. barking that it was vanilla & cinnamon mixed together. yelling, 'why can't you smell it?' i woke up a ( Read more... )