goodbye mr. journal, it's been shit.

i realised last night at appox. 3 am that i have been wrong about a lot lately ( Read more... )

just never fucking mind. it was all a joke. the whole time, it was all a joke because i thought it was a dream.

i've been talkin' like, two heads knockin'. my friends, oh my friends, problems are, what a problem is. we hang on like barnicals on a boat. even though the boat sinks we know we can't let go ( Read more... )

almost everynight i see the silent brown man on the corner. he stares at me, and i look away, quickly, hoping he won't notice my replied look. always he is there. consistant, and somber. i know he is sad, but we both know he can never leave. i pitty the brown man. he pitties me. i want to talk to him, but it would be insane to tey to talk to him. ( Read more... )

Boingo6425: eh ( Read more... )

tho who read of the stephen king are usually fermilliar with the becoming. i am becoming ( Read more... )

i left java last night because i realisied, i am a shallow asshole. took one hour fifty-nine minutes for someone other than stephanie to notice i was gone. psh, and people say they will miss me when i'm gone. no friends, you're all happy in you're lives. good, i'm glad. i just want no fucking part of it ( Read more... )

a lot of shit has happened in the last few days. i have come to realise that not only are things not at all what they seem, i am not what i seem ( Read more... )

blah. updating without being able to express all my feelings in words. i suppose some adjective play would be alright.

longing, lonley, missing, loving, self-lothing, hunger, pain, excitment.

there. you figure it out.