--Are you ready?-- yess ( Read more... )

so yesterday sam and elisa came over to my house after school..we were just hanging out @ my basement until my dog peed..haha yeah n then someone rang the doorbell, i thought itd be a fat kid but no, its mariel..n then were all at my room until some people started being immature n spying on us. we all went outside till veronica and christina came ( Read more... )

cuz i gots a hawwt friend. and hes just rooccccking. um yeah, school sucks major ass, i wrote my own song today, its great im so prooud of myself ( Read more... )

This one particular guy inspired me today. But he stays anonymous. He somehow, just imagining his face in my head inspired me to find myself. I'm not who you think i am. hahah that sounds like some horror movie and the people go im not who you think i am and rip their faces offf and theres this thing underneathe it.haha anyways, lately all i hear ( Read more... )

So today somewhere in the afternoon, i went to syosset just to see louis. his band was there so i just watched for leik twoooooo hours. they were playing something w/ coheed n cambria but w.e. anyways, i told the other guys to leave so me n louis can "hang out"...and hang out we did. :) haha i love him. so then we came back to my house around 5,and ( Read more... )

okay..so friday, daria had a party. so like, it was a complete girls night out with the exception of two guys who just happened to be there. anyways , i had so much fun. i didnt know i could have fun with like-, girl firends, u know? its almost usually all the time funner with guys. so then we went bowling and go karting, which was fun except ( Read more... )

the title of my journal explains it all. hes so sacred, and i dont want to lose him. i havent told any of my friends who this guy is,and they wont know cuz he seems too precious to expose.if u want to read mylj,fine.just dont comment.imsure u know the rules by now.peace

Thursday- went to the willets road concert.it was alirte, the orchestra sucked though. Darias mom choked me ( Read more... )

     GOD. I hatemy life. its so ordinary i get mad at the stupidest reasons on earth. there is this part of my soul, that makes me want to kill everyone.omg uknow what else? i just realized i was a slut. but i am going to change. because the only reason i was all oh la la with boys and stuff was because i was dying for attention. i never get ( Read more... )

^credit to benny my love ( Read more... )