It doesn't feel like the holidays. It didn't feel like Christmas this year, partly because I was working, partly because no one wanted to do anything. It just felt like another day. And my New Years Eve consisted of working and going to the airport and helping grandma pack to go to Guyana today. I didn't even stay up to watch the ball drop, I just ( Read more... )

Man I feel like complaining and I don't have no one to complain to so I shall complain to myself and all the other pplz that read this....it pisses me off that Nawaz is so damn critical towards me gosh. Well it doesn't piss me off as much as it bothers me...I wish he would go back to being the person that supported me and told me I could do things ( Read more... )

If you didn't go to West Indian Day at Six Flags yesterday u suck cuz it was mad fun :-P def. going back next yr...thats all I wanted to say

:( I miss my babez....

I was just thinkin about this and I thought about how long I didn't post anything. Sometimes it feels good just to write stuff down like this ( Read more... )

I went to see my boyssssss graduate last night. Oh man how happy I am that they finally made it. I was so scared for them that they weren't gonna graduate (as were they) but I hope they know that I'm so proud of them. The trouble I went through to see them finally make it....they better come back and see me graduate next yr....I had to fight this ( Read more... )

God I'm such a fuckin hypocrite...I always said this n that and then my turn comes around and all my beliefs and everything I bitched about to other pplz is something I can't even do myself now. I can't get over this as fast as I want to....I'll be sad about it foreva because it's too hard to get ova. Every night since Saturday I can't stop cryin ( Read more... )

I'm so lonely :( I said I wouldn't cry anymore but I'm about to cry yet again....he did me wrong....I dont see how any good will come out of this. I've cried to many tears for him and I don't wanna cry anymore. My best friend, my support, my love, my life, and so much more to me just came crashed down with a matter of no time and with no ( Read more... )

Screw everyone and their 6/6/06 bs....aint nuttin happen now did it? Good now shut up...lol pplz are so crazy gosh. i heard they were taking bets about whether or not there was gonna be an apocalypse. i would surely have taken someone up on that bet today cuz i knew i woulda won first one all and if i didnt then too bad ill be dead and i wouldnt ( Read more... )

Awww Chris is gettin big....he's finallly 18....and I hope to god he doesn't go get himself in trouble now....and Shawn is about to be 19....I know that isn't old but gosh....just the other day we were 14 and 15....and now look where we are in our lives....Chris has grown up so much in the past couple of yrs it just amazes me....where does the time