So it has been over a year since my last post... a lot of new things have happened since then... got a g/f, stayed with her for over a year and some... broke up with g/f... got a new job at Spanish Hills Country Club as the Banquet Sous Chef... which has been kickass so far... got rid of the mustang... my poor baby, but that's okay... got a newer ( Read more... )

a quite interesting place, I think... between the working and the partying with friends, there's not much to complain about... people can be retarded, but I'm over those kind of people... I'm not gonna waste my time on people who don't deserve it... there's so much to be happy for in life, being negative is just lame now... I mean, of course there ( Read more... )

I got that job at the Tower Club in Oxnard... been working there for a couple weeks now... it's pretty tight, the crew is awesome... and the chefs are kickass... everyone fucks around, but gets the work done... so I'm pretty sure that the job is secured... as for other shit in my life, up and down I guess... girls suck ass... kinda over it... I was ( Read more... )

Totally fucked over... so I just recently started a job at the Pierpont Inn in ventura... and everything was going rather well... I told the chef that I needed certain days off b/c I told my old boss that I would cater for him... and I specifically said I can't work Sunday, Monday, and the following Saturday b/c of my graduation ceremony in SF... I ( Read more... )

Decisions always separate my heart. In a darkened room I fall apart... only to end up right at the start. Oh anxiety ( Read more... )

Yeah... hahaha I think I'm having too much fun with life... The other day, I was at the opening of a new activity center in Oxnard... it's pretty much a place where people can learn about Buddhism, and a place for us to have our meetings and whatnots... it was a fun day... I got to perform in front of like 200+ people which was nice... I made up ( Read more... )

In Your Eyes ( Read more... )

I can't get someone out of my head... and I don't know why... I hardly even know her... but something about her just feels so familiar... I even had a weird dream about her... for some reason I was under water, and she was a mermaid coming to save me... yeah, just like the Little Mermaid, but without the crazy bitch octupus wench to ruin the moment ( Read more... )

Seriously... everyone and their mama knows I'm a manwhore (insert DUH! here) so of course I'm not looking for someone to be in a relationship with... K, so since I've been back I've met a couple new people that were introduced to me by mutual friends... well of course I'm gonna flirt with new girls, that's just me... one of the girls is an ex of a ( Read more... )

I'm floating down a river ( Read more... )