How do I help someone when I have no clue what to say? How do I always seem to end up the messenger? Why???

So today is my birthday and I am happy today. Mostly because this is the one day of the year where people actually pay attention to me and they actually seem to care. I mean I am generally fine with my little group of friends most of the time but sometimes I wish I could start over....again.... and choose to be one of the popular kids. Anyways ( Read more... )

I finished my research paper. The last body section didn't come out to well and it was about a page short but it came out pretty good overall ( Read more... )

I love warm weather. Even the water is almost warm enough to almost go swimming. Maybe I will throw a party on the beach someday soon. Simply beacause I would feel cool being able to say that I partyed it up on the beach.

So things are looking up today. Besides a bad headache all day from the staples it was a good day. Since my external hard drive is messing up I took the actual HD out and put it inside of my comp to get all of the info off. Now I am buying a case that will allow me to access the HD from any computer over the internet. So ya things are looking

So i love those perfect weekends. You know the ones that start out with in the hospital and end with you losing all 17 days of the music on your computer. Oh ya and also losing a research paper that was almost done that is due in a week. Oh and it gets even better when I have to pay to have the data recovered with money that I don't have.

Oh do I hate mixed messages... oh I hate them. Especially when she is sitting with someone else who I have been very close to for years and he has his arm around her and so when she feels uncomfortable she uses me to pull her out of it. Why am I always the fall back guy?... especially the fall back guy for her?

So I have decided to move to Berlin over the summer. Just one problem though. I have no place to live. My dads house is to small and I don't want to be a burden on my grandma. So I decided on Thursday when i was praying and having a conversation with Billy. we were both praying for each other because we have gotten closer lately and while he ( Read more... )

Nothing like sitting out on the beach listening to The Beach Boys and eating Mexican. Also remembering memories from my younger years. Like my birthday party when I was in kindergarten. I don't know why but I have always remembered that. Also back when my dad and I used to work on my old house. Building the sidewalk, redoing the walls in the ( Read more... )

I think that that lyric should be changed to The hardest things are always the right things. Either way it is quite true.