i dont know how to handle crushes... or actual like... or attachment

i cant relate to people in a personal way... comfort scares me

emotions are rough and i prefered them when they were non-existent...

help... the closer i get to someone else... the more i loose myself

i am a mess

academically

emotionally

romanitcally

Sleeping isn't working

Food doesn't taste good

I'm out of my mind insane... whats wrong with me? I'm not even on drugs and i feel more crazy than ever before...

So... christmas time again ( Read more... )

i care too much

"And while the plaster dried I certainly had time to think about it."

Sometimes you just feel sad... and there's nothing you can do to feel better... you just have to accept it, suck it up... and push through.

I wish it was xmas ( Read more... )

I really need to learn how to focus...

school is pissing me off but I cant make myself do the work.

I think I might just have to kill two of my professors... just 2... but it should help

i've forgotten how to sleep...
is there a formula or something?

...buy me absinthe whore