September 2 - Two year anniversary of my father's death. I completely forgot ( Read more... )

If you haven't heard, I'm giving birth on Monday. My doc did an ultrasound and found that I'm low on amniotic fluid, which means Lenore is in a little bit of trouble. My due date is offically set for tomorrow, with an unofficial date of the 21st, but if I haven't had her by then then he doesn't want to take the chance in waiting any longer ( Read more... )

A little less than a week ago the oil light in my mazda started flashing. No, it didn't need an oil change. No, the oil cap wasn't left off. No, the gas cap wasn't left off. I don't know what was wrong with it, and I don't care. This piece of crap started falling apart over two years ago, immediately after the warranty expired. I spent more ( Read more... )

I build bombs. I lift bombs. I lift missiles. I lift lots of heavy things and carry them for long periods of time. Lifting is nothing new to me. Extra weight is nothing new to me. 29lbs should be nothing. So why am I curretnly enduring the worst back pain of my entire life during a time that's supposed to be the most "wonderfull and ( Read more... )

The next person who asks me to explain why I didn't get an abortion or give my child up to a loving couple who can't have kids of their own will or calls me a slut for getting knocked up on a one-night stand is going to be ousted from my life.

This is not a discussion. Do not respond.

Today I went out with my mom, grandma, and niece to shop for supplies for the baby shower on Sunday. I didn't think it was going to be so much fun - but we had a blast picking out decorations and door prizes and talking about what games to play ( Read more... )

I can't sleep tonight. It's 1 in the morning and I'm wide awake. There's a running theory that once you're at the end of pregnancy you start to have more and more sleepless nights and your body prepares itself for the sleepless nights that lay ahead. It's either that or the fact that today I've consumed more caffine that I have in the past 8 ( Read more... )

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