MARCH:
has a huge cock.

by a change in plans im not going to phoenix tonight but tomorrow and only for the day. went out last night for the first time in three weeks (not counting practice) and i was really dissapointed. had fun watching drunk people with larissa at some acting party though. i dont know, i guess "there" is always better than "here" but i cant be happy ( Read more... )

i should be in class right now but im waiting to show up 30 minutes late. i figure its a 2 hour class and thats waaaaaaaaaaay too much time to be in a certian place for a long period of time. i wrote a new killed by a traitor song and then i realized it sounded way to familiar. i figured, if i didnt know exactly where it came from then i could keep ( Read more... )

so bftm is in a tight spot, youll learn more later but its scaring the fuck out of me. we had to cancel on last nights show so i ended up going to phoenix with tyler and carrie to see phobia and exumed. the other bands were a fucking joke but phobia fucking killed. i was dissapointed becuase exumed got a new bass player so i didnt get to see a show ( Read more... )

nothing is static

at least i hope so

so this weekend was alot of fun. larissa took me to see little shop of horrors at u of a. she fucking rules. hung out with brian and darren till dawn. i dont think im eating mushrooms for a while. by the end of this week, i will have paid off the collection agency and my amp will be 100% mine. then i can legally trade my head for an ampeg v-4.

damn this week has been long, all i do is bust my ass at work and then come home and sleep. not the most exciting life but it beats sitting at home and feeling sorry for myself. i started saving money for moving out, tour and a new guitar. i took an hour to sit out and write a strict budget that im going to have to live on for a long long time. ( Read more... )

ive been sick all weekend. blues for the martyrs has mp3s up on the site. thier live and really raw so if youhave any video of us with better sound then help us out.

bluesforthemartyrs.cjb.net

goddamn you for doing this to me

how is it that the less i do, the more depressed i get? all i do is wish that i had time to relax and now i fell like shit. goddamnit nothing ever works.