i just found out john cain died on wed. in a car accident. i dont belive it. i remember my first year at sci tech i wished he would die becuase he was so annoying but he later became one of my closest friends. he was one of those people that would do anything for his friends no matter what the consequences were on him. he was a good friend to me ( Read more... )

so this weekend has been fun. thursday night got drunk as fuck at larissas (one case of pbr and another of old style, cheap beer kicks ass). went to dustys afterwards and did it all slumber party_style with janelle, jordan, krista and dusty. next day had blues for the martyrs practice and started a new song that will kill you all. then dusty ( Read more... )

tomorrow at skrappys
armchair robots
bark bark bark
blues for the martyrs

at 7
5 bucks?

be there or be square, oh seldon, i remember you telling me that if we played a show without breaking a string then you would buy us a carton of cigarettes. tomorrow, your gonna owe me a whole lot of nicotine sucka!

so im going to start working double shifts soon. this means that i will be doing close to 15 hours of construction a day. horrible to think about but i need the money and ive been really depressed lately so what better way to mask that than bury myself in work.also blues for the martyrs decided not to tour this summer. it just seemed like we were ( Read more... )

MONDAY MAY 31, AT LARISSAS NEW HOUSE ( Read more... )

today was alright. went down to pennington with bryan and jammed for a while, then went to skrappys for a bit and then to the line of fire party. was alright, sat around with steven, tess, liz and jordan. now im home getting drunk alone. thought i would have alot to say but i never do anymore.

i think i realized the gravity of the situation just a few nights ago. this whole time i kept holding out hope for you thinking that you would change your mind and then you said something that really hit me. i dont know why i waited around so long anyway. its not like you gave me any reason to belive that you actually were interested in a ( Read more... )

in effect as of thursday: no potsmoking or masturbation for a week straight ( Read more... )

if i imagine the same thing over and over again, you'll become what you always were; perfect

well at least i know it cant get any worse. wait! it just did! hahahahahaha