im really gonna try and be a better person this year. its a brand new year so you might as well start off fresh! :) right? so when we go back to school, if i see catherine, im gonna talk to her and just tell her that what happened was stupid and immature and we should just move on, not that i think i can be friends with her ever again but i really ( Read more... )

oh man im so sore!! i had so much fun though last night!! weist and zaikowsky were over here and we were just hanging out and we decided to like draw on our backs and stomachs and ALL over our faces! omg we looked like goths! it was pretty funny. we took pictures too. and yeah i kinda forgot about the stuff on my back and my stomach until this ( Read more... )

grrr natalie got me thinking a lot today about what i really want. today was the first time in awhile that practice was actually fun! isnt that amazing!?!?! i think so. but anyways, she gave me a ride home today and she was talking to me and told me that next year she really wants me to be the captain and lead tryouts and teach and all that good ( Read more... )

i really want to hang out with my friends and just a lot of different people on new years but i dont know how to cuz i dont think my parents trust me enough yet to "just hang out." but w/e if anyone can think of a good way to just get out of the house please let me know ( Read more... )

im so glad that were on xmas break! i think i really needed this break. and even though it didnt really start out all that great, its getting so much better!! ive been hanging out with kalea emily and lauren almost everyday! good times at the movies! except for the stupid chinese guy ( Read more... )

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a!! wow this break started off with a bang. damn, stupid family shit. oh well, at least i had fun chillin with kaela and weist in kaelas long ass driveway at like one in the morning! :) good times, im so glad that they were with me on friday nite cuz i dont know what i would have done without them. im just sorry that they had to be there for that. ( Read more... )

yeah yuh! i cant wait till xmas break! only one more day of finals and then a kick back day on friday! this week has been pretty good. im lovin the half days!!! :D yesterday was a pretty weird day and i was kinda bummed i dont know and i was really bored. maybe cuz yesterday would have been me and robbies 6 month anniversary but i dont know really ( Read more... )

omg im so glad that this week is finally over. it seemed like it couldnt have gone any slower!!! or was it just me? anyways, i dont know what to do cuz i want to call robbie and talk to him about everything and now i think hes mad at me cuz of yesterday at school, but i dont want to be the one always calling him and i dont want to sound desparate ( Read more... )

hey hey!! i havent written in here in awhile. well neva left and it was one of the saddest days of my life im not even joking you! the security guard had to bring me and meem and lauren and kaela a box of tissues cuz we were all crying so much. i miss having her here. its just not the same. my house feels so empty now and now theres no one there ( Read more... )