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list of recent updates from last week:

monday - got a shower curtain
tuesday - starting moving;ricky and i broke up (his mother appearently no longer likes me out of nowhere and says i spread unhappiness whereever i go. also, i am no longer welcome in their home. also, i am dissrespectful(wtf) and not sane(wtf?). i have been utterly sad since tuesday ( Read more... )

wow this is bad.
absolutely everything is getting me and making every situation worse and it blows.
and i am really sorry.

the best dream ive ever had you ask ( Read more... )

i was bored so i was reading away messages and thaynes reminded me of the time when me, him, and kayvon were in art class and talking about suicide and i said "i dont know man, i wouldnt do it.. you dont know if you have life insurance"
that was probably the most intellegant thing ive ever said.

im expected to believe you this time when we got back together on thursday and you made a promise to me that you broke within 4 hours?
and you lie to me the next day, and you swear and swear and then finally fess up?
so fucking disgusting, what a "change"

i wish i could talk to the kid i fell inlove with at the reel big fish show again

reel big fish and suburban legends were amazing tonight
colorado crowds suck, those punx dont know how to skank
and no skank pits? what?!
and matt wong, the trumpeteer, and the trombonist all touched me shoulder so now i feel holy.
i skanked with half the people there it was fun
oh and me and marissa started like 89% of the pits, but they were like ( Read more... )

TOO HECTIC

So where am I? : Colorado Springs, CO

Who's going to Colorado Springs, CO?? : Reel Big FIsh/ Suburban Legends

And Who is going?? : mee =]