I will cover my body
with all the words you'll never say to me
tracing my fingers over every syllable
you'll never whisper in my ear
putting to memory all the moments we'll never share

You are in my bones [now]
but I will break every one
until I am healed of you

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I'll always be fine without you.
But I'll always be better with you.

I obsess ( Read more... )

My Mom would be 51 years old tomorrow.
I miss her every single second of everyday.
It never gets easier or less painful.

I would just really like to give her a hug.

I can see everything we would be ( Read more... )

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It's supposed to be easy and beautiful.
It's supposed to come from every inch of your body and mind.
It's supposed to be exciting and scary and fun.
It's supposed to be fun.
But not this.
Not this.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Fuck you.
Fuck me.
Fuck tonight.

Time to burn it all down.
Again. Again. Again.

The Nike of Samothrace. It's a little bigger than life size, carved from white and grey marble.
Takes my breath away every time. Hopefully will get to see it someday. Scratch that. I WILL see it someday.


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