it won't end, it just won't...
parents fighting
school stressing
soul depressed
weather cold and wet
dark outside
lonely
sickness
missing love

~Don't look down
don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you
don't look down, you'll fall down,
you'll become their sacrifice
right or wrong
can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
if I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real ~

so I'm sitting in the office on my moms laptop with my dad in the back on the other computer. It's kinna spooky. I mean, we're not talkig, just staring each desktop down. wierd. why don't we talk? Just say something? But then agian, I know he's mad right now at my aunt. but why should i get that madness on me? hmmm, stupid. i was gonna write ( Read more... )

i had this really wierd feeling today. i can't even really explain it. i had a friend over and latr brought her to the bus stop. On the way home (walking distance maybe 20 minutes) it happened. Yet I don't know what. I just thought about how i look right now and what it'd say about me. I was wearing my black reebocks with funky laces, jeans, a navy ( Read more... )