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you know who
I want to be your favorite mistake
I want to be your dirty secret that you are dying to tell
I want to be the charming, psychotic lover who leaves the most delicious taste in your mouth, permanent stain on your mind, and precious scars on your heart
I want you to remember me always
make me immortal
be my kindred spirit and I'll be your bosom friend
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Ok I love you, and I miss you. There's no fucking point in telling you, you'll only take advantage of the power I'm giving you. I just have to ignore you and hope you go away ( Read more... ) -
Dear Universe
I need a great deal right now. I'm doing it, I'm working hard, I'm trying to keep my head above water. I've grown a great deal, come to terms with so much, but I need a few things, and I can't wait for them very long.
1. Give me strength/stamina/energy- To be independent. To make a working budget. To complete the rest of my assignments on time and ( Read more... ) -
Reason
"everything happens for a reason," I said, "everything that happens to me carries a life lesson. I want to learn it all."
"Sometimes maybe," Jason told me, "it's nice to think that something can be learned through all the randomness. But not always, sometimes things just happen and that's it."
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Random
Really random words or thoughts keep popping into my head lately and I feel like saying them out loud but they don't make any sense and there is no use for it. Maybe I'm just tired.
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Partner
I don't want to cuddle.
I don't want to talk.
I just want you to lay next to me and shut the fuck up.
You can read a book, you can sit and stare.
I don't want to look at you and I don't want to care.
Just lay next to me while I fall asleep.
If you're gone in the morning I won't weep.
What I wouldn't give to just share a comfortable silence while knowing ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I used to lie awake obsessing over every little thing I said or did to embarrass myself that day. I still have those insecurities. I guess what I learned from my recent attempt at bearing my inner most thoughts to the public is that it's so not worth it. Best to continue putting them here where only a select few know to find them. I need to quit ( Read more... ) -
Maybe you were right
I pretend to be bulletproof. I pretend to be a predator. I pretend to have control. But I am just a soft and squishy gummy bear.
I never thought I'd be the one to fall. You didn't ask me to. As soon as I made it clear that I never can and you said it's ok, I did.
Now I'm thinking of you all the time, which in turn makes me miss him and the way he ( Read more... ) -
if wishes were fishes
I wish I could visit the land of make believe but that cry baby cat would probably annoy the shit out of me
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remember
when we all were friends and I went crazy/sad and you all tried to help me. then I hurt you and you stopped being my friends. that was sad