i will transform.

again.

and

again.

until I die.

I really miss the days when I was fucking insane and depressed, which in turn made me really creative and(i thought/think) a profound thinker and poetess of the livejournal.

It seems like anything I've written after taking seroquel(or maybe after moving, or maybe after becoming happy, for whatever reason)has just turned into some sort of ranting ( Read more... )

baby, I love the way you look @ me

I really like my boyfriend. :)

...is scary. :(

I have too much to do and all I want is to play with my sims and get their babies taken away and force them to kill themselves.
yay fun

Today marks an monumental event in our nation's and the world's history. America has elected Barrack Obama the first black president of the united states. He is going to be a great leader and help our country more than we know we need. We have overcome prejudice and ignorance, opression and apathy, and we came together as a nation to elect the best ( Read more... )

I can't help obsessing over it. I'm trying so hard not to give a fuck but I'm completely wasted in it. I just keep thinking how much I hate him how badly I want to make him hurt and how much I wish I could have magic history erasing powers. And now he's trying to get his sister's little friend to fall for his shit. it is just sickening how he is ( Read more... )

All I want for christmas is to go to Europe with my brother.

I want more money!

I'm totally dateable again! so why don't I have any dates yet?

how is it that I always attract and am fascinated by the shittiest people? will it never cease?