I went home for Easter, catching a ride down to Asheville with Gernandt, a weird 2nd with a 24 year old truck. It was a good break I suppose. I spent lots of time with Liz, which is always good. Steffan came back again, and is now in the psych ward, again. I didn't really get to chill with James or Will as much as I'd wanted to, but summer isn't ( Read more... )

I have returned from an Army FTX that lasted from Friday to Tuesday. Thats like 5 days almost. It was cold, I shot guns, I cleaned guns, I didn't sleep much, yeah that sums it up pretty much. Oh yeah, and I got like 15 messages on my phone while I was gone, mostly from Mother yelling at me for not answering.I've got a few classes today and a paper ( Read more... )

Well, everything sucks. I don't think I'm coming back to VMI next semester. I'm tired of being a burden on my parents and all of that. I'm not planning on quitting for good, but I really don't think they can take 2 more years of this, and besides I don't want to be a 21 year old with no means of support other than mom and dad. So I'm gonna finish ( Read more... )

Well, its another night here at vmi. I'm just chillin and shit. I talked to Liz a bit today, which is always nice. Donnie came over and we got fucked up as usual. I tried to write some more in my story, but I had too many distractions, so not much was accomplished. I'm doing pretty well otherwise, just reading about Salvia. I really think the shit ( Read more... )

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Today was my busiest day, class wise, of the week. I managed to get some sleep after French, but Derek woke me up around 4 for practice parade. I would have gone, but I had a really strange and freaky experience after getting up. I was awake, but still asleep at the same time. I was having sporadic feelings of paranoia, foreboding dread, and other ( Read more... )

Okay, i don't if this is normal. I've never taken this particular amount of adderall in one night before, but its fuckin crazy. Shits all wavy and strange. The weird part is, i can't really concentrate too well or at all. And I feel kinda tired, but I'm not gonna sleep. Maybe lots of addy and lack of important sleep will make you hallucenate, ( Read more... )

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Its pretty late, 2:45am. Tristen just came back from baseball. I'm up because I had something to do... French or something. I don't have any smokes or dip. I'm chewing of a coffee mixing straw quite rabidly. I was writing my story, its pretty weird but its some of my better writing, thats for sure. I like Liz, she's a very sweet girl. I didn't call ( Read more... )

I'm really tired. I didn't sleep last night or any today. I had to go to 3 seperate Army functions, all of which were gay. I was writing my story most of the night, cracked out on a 30 mg addy. I have to take some more tonight, even though I don't really want to. I have some french and a quiz in math tomorrow. Now I'm going to play Mario Kart. yay.