Another sleepless night. I wrote some more in a story I started recently and tried to get an episode of the OC I downloaded to run, but failed at every step. Porn is really annoying. I think its more exciting actually looking for new porn than watching it. Whatever. Myspace wasn't up so thats why I'm writing this here. Nothing new is happening. ( Read more... )

I have been up all night, due to two mains things: First, I slept untill about 3 pm today and the other reason is so typical that there is no point in spelling it out. My what a productive night. I played Doom 3 some more, until it became unexciting and annoying. Then after a brief internet break I played some Hoyle Poker, which I lost at twice. ( Read more... )

I don't know how I'm doing. There is only uncertainty about pretty much everything. I'm just a big pussy when it all comes down to it. I'm sad because I made some really stupid mistakes in the past and all i can do about it is beat myself up. All I hear is, "There are many fish in the sea." Well great. I'm in a fucking aquarium. I don't care that I ( Read more... )

I finally watched Munich all the way through, thanks to some fellow taking his camcorder into the theater and making his horrid recording available on-line. It would have been much more impressive had I finished watching it at Epic, but I was not in the right mind set at the time. It was good I guess, but pesemistic to say the least. I had a moment ( Read more... )

I think that I have determined what happened. I am to blame for the demise of my relationship with Liz. I became too comfortable with the idea that we would always be together. I didn't treat her the way one would treat a girl you are in love with. Romance, whatever your defenition of the word may be, was not something I excelled in. I hadn't the ( Read more... )

God is the way into the light. I have been without Him for far too long and hope that I can change my ways and return to His love. The Devil holds me in his grasp and will not let me be. Without the Lord there is nothing but sorrow and death. Aren't I wise. I believe it, but I don't know how to do it.

so I spent my weekend drinking and playing F.E.A.R, and unexciting game that for some reason is addictive. Liz partied down with Nick and Will, and I have a paper to write for tomorrow. hooray. Nothing to do but get started. I am sexually deprived.

Yeah, so I don't update on a regular basis. I admit it! VMI is a very droll place and not much seems to happen, but today I am full of energy and at a lack of things to do, so why not. Today I went on facebook.com and sent messages to as many friends not at VMI as I could. I miss a lot of those people, they were good friends and it seems slightly ( Read more... )

Elliot Smith is awesome and beats the shit of Connor Oberst. and my balls are huge.

No joke, I'm about to watch Dark Angel. All three seasons. I mean its no OC but it'll do for now. Speaking of which, i do have a birthday coming up, and the 2nd season of the OC should be out... it would be swell.