84 in the shade is just too much.
& so is losing my phone in the dirt.

but blockbuster is the funnest piece of cake since...
well...since carrs, actually.
ha.

yesterday, i got my ass kicked by a mountain.
and it was the most fun i've had in so fucking long.

i never would have expected to find myself skeptical of a minivan, before. i guess the only thing i can do is thank miss klein for telling me the story about seeing a blue-grey minivan pulling somebody over on the palmer-wasilla hwy. because as i drove down the parks hwy driving as close to "precisely 45 mph" as i could get trying to judge my ( Read more... )

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i am sorry.

but completely aside from that..
i don't remember the last time i was this happy.

i look forward to when you can say the same.

i wish you could see the smile on my face when i hear her laugh...

i rest, assured that nobody will ever understand how beautiful she makes me feel.

and that, is truely a shame.

i haven't slept in my own bed in so many nights, i actually forgot that i normally don't sleep fully clothed...

now that i remember, however, i can't wait for the next time.

scared.

yet optimistic.

i wake up this morning, and the trees look naked.

i'm not ready for winter, yet.

i need to find a more suitable place for me. i no longer feel welcome in this house, i dont feel like my being here is making very many people happy ( Read more... )