and I'm just so mixed up about everything right now. I just constantly doubt myself and wonder if I'm really good enough. I need the reassurance that I really am amazing and I usually know that but I don't remember anymore. I think it's that it's been too long since I've stage managed a show. Somehow stage managing always makes me think that I'm ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been bad. Rarr. I'm just so ready to leave this place. I hate people here in Columbia, people at Wilde Lake, and most importantly, people in the drama department. This place sucks and I don't know why anyone would want to live here ( Read more... )

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I have 9 apps done. Wow. F-ing amazing. I don't know if I want to go to Emerson anymore. I don't know. College-ness is annoying because it's such a big decision and I constantly don't know what I want anymore! At least I still have 5 months to decide... KMT

In 14 days I will know if I got into Emerson or not. ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. I have wanted to go to Emerson for 2 years and it has finally come down to 2 weeks. WOW. Interview tomorrow. Stressing like whoa. Excited at the same time.

Life's been interesting lately. I'm mad busy all the time (as usual) but I really don't mind it because a. im out of the house (which I like because sometimes I just need to be away) and b. because I finally have a job now and it has something to do with what I want to do when I grow up and I really like it. I've also been preparing for my final ( Read more... )

As soon as I think I have this whole app thing figured out, I'm having second thoughts about applying to certain colleges. Blah. I don't think I'm going to apply to Northwestern or NYU. They're just too big and their programs are just not what I'm looking for. Plus I think I think I'm going to apply to UArts which is rolling, like Point Park, and I ( Read more... )

ANDDDDDD I GOT A $16500 SCHOLARSHIP!

omfg i got into Point Park University! I'm going to college~!

Today has been a CRAZY day full of my mood swings ( Read more... )