Don't you think its lovely that I'm insane. Sometimes I will just think something really bad like, I need to kill myself or I'm not good enough for anyone. I don't know where these thoughts come from it's like there is someone else inside my head telling me all these bad things...Last night was when it was really obvious and I knew I wasn't just ( Read more... )

Well apart from last night I am in a good mood right now. Last night I was very sad cuz I miss BANANA. She told me all randomly that she was going to florida and wasnt going to be back until the Christmas party and I dunno why, I was just really sad and it made me miss her even more so I cried my self to sleep lat night. My whole weekend was ( Read more... )

Hey, I'm feeling ver blah, and very hungry. I finished my query letter today for creative writing, how exciting! Anyways, yeah I am going to see that Seussical thing with Sarah and Kristen. I am feeling kinda wierd right now. I dunno what I should talk about. I really wanna go to this Christmas party my other church is having its next saturday. ( Read more... )

Here some lyrics by Ashlee Simpson that really describe my predicament right now. Woah big word for the day. So now on Wednesday's we wear pink. How fetch is that... Anyways I am feeling a bit better. Just getting a tad bit better everyday.... So I put awesome new layout up yesterday. Go see www.sweetsnapp.cjb.net and then I didn't do much else. In ( Read more... )

All right so I won't make this a completely depressing post. So today was better... Just cuz I'm vented for the most part. Thank you lovelies for commenting! I am just glad today is hump day and I can't wait till the weekend. I just really need a break. Even though it's the middle of the week I feel drained, emotionally and physically... Tomorrow I ( Read more... )

Okay so now I am really sad because BANANA told me why BOB broke up with me. She said that he thinks I am immature and that I goof off too much. I wasn't as much shocked as I was dissapointed that he wouldn't just tell me that straight to my face. He had to lie to me and tell me he had to clean his room. I think that that is pretty immature in ( Read more... )

Okay so my best friend's brother is my boyfriend... or should I say was...(Lets call him BOB from now on) anyways we were all hanging out yesterday at our church after everyone was gone before I had to go and so I was talking to him and I kept asking him questions to which he would try to avoid answering, and then I went over to my friend (lets ( Read more... )

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