hi!! ok so yesterday i went to a football game for like the first time in FOREVER! whewww go #53! hahaha anyways..so we (Jordan and I)were sitting in the stands (cheering for #53) when it starts to rain! in vegas! we got soaked but it was really fun! except my team really sucks..we have like the worst defense ever! but its just jv...what can ya ( Read more... )

I miss you....And there in lies the heartache....In return, I am forgotten.

If this was indeed the right thing to do...then why does it feel so terribly wrong?...perhaps I am just afraid of letting go.

I still love you..

shrug aside my words..for once again I am only foolishly speaking aloud.

i see you in my dreams ( Read more... )

Woke up early this morning made my coffee like I always do ( Read more... )

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. ( Read more... )

This could be it, I think I'm in love ( Read more... )

hi!! ok..so i am going canooing tomorrow!! wow!! haha ive never been before! this will be an experince! haha you mght wanna say a prayer! anyways..i finally got my 5 projects done! it took forever!! i hate projects and school!! i just want it to be over! i cant wait for this weekend yippee! ok well thats about it so..miss you all! much love!

i thought i was strong enough to overcome this but it turns out im not. why wont it just leave me alone? why cant i change who i am? i know that God will get me through this but right now the pain is blinding me. i hate myself so much right now, i always have. i hate asking anyone for anything but if you could, please just keep me in your prayers, ( Read more... )

ok so its been like a month since i have written in this thing! woops! not too much has been goin on..doing sooo much better with eating disorders...thanx to david i have pretty much been able to turn my life around..i dont know where i would be without him and i hope he knows that..he gives me hope in everything..i love him soo much..i havent seen ( Read more... )

ok..so this weekend was amazing!! i cannot wait till friday!! spring break!! yee haw!! there is soo much i could say rite now but i dont know how to put it all in words..the only thing that i can say is ..wow!..thankyou for the 4 best days of my life! i miss you!