i've gotten some criticism from people who saw me put through the wringer for a month. i would say that for the most part my friends and family have been tactful and sensitive to my decision to work things out with shane, despite their concern. i'm used to defending myself now and it's hard to do for something that, on paper, doesnt really make ( Read more... )

well.
he's in love with me again.
and it's working, and i'm happy, and i have my life back.
so everything that happened before just does not matter. i appreciate understanding more than anything right now, so no shitty comments needed. thanks.

maybe it's better to be honest about it then pretend like im ok ( Read more... )

amazing. seriously, i never expected that. so comfortable and happy and fun. we could not find enough time to talk at dinner so we came back here for guitar hero ( Read more... )

i kept having leg spasms in my sleep last night and now my legs are sore as fuckk ( Read more... )

things are getting really weird with nick (bayside. not bro down rainbow sandals ( Read more... )

nick is being annoying as fuck and wanted to bring me a latte this morning and i was like no i'm working i told you that last night, and then he texted me "heading to work. lunch?" and i was like "do you not pay attention to me when i tell you what i'm doing each day?" and then he sent "i meant i will bring you lunch. i know you haven't eaten today ( Read more... )

there's a boy.

he is tall and has a wolf tattoo and a nose ring.

we are going to dinner.

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in. Forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered by your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson ( Read more... )

what you should know ( Read more... )