Life has been improving or at least my attitude has. I decided I had to quit being a whiny bitch. I found joy in: marine creatures such as the seahorse, movies such as Raising Arizona, new music courtesy of Pandora, the Nintendo DS, beer, wine, and rum, brownies, bananas, chocolate milk, and hummus, changes at work, and the knowledge that I only ( Read more... )

Well after a couple weeks of regularly taking naps after work/school I realized today that I am in a little depression. I don't feel depressed but I don't feel much. Everything either feels boring or overwhelming. I eat all the time but get no joy from it. Laundry and dishes seem like impossible feats. I am not interested in doing much of ( Read more... )

To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong. -Joseph Chilton Pearce ( Read more... )

We plan to stay together but he is moving to Pueblo. I know its probably not going to be that big of a deal. I know dating someone who lived 1 hour away seemed impossible, but it worked out. I know 3 hours away can work if we make it. I know its probably only for a year. I know I rarely have any time to see him anyway. I know poor Norma's ( Read more... )

my house is now super clean and i haven't seen any spiders since my last post ( Read more... )

So I have caught FOUR FAST GIANT SPIDERS in my house in the past week. I know its that time of year but Jesus! SO I spent the last hour looking online trying to figure out what kind they are with no luck. Let me tell you...that is an awesome thing to do when you already have the willies and you have to be up for work in 6 hours.

Dan, you may be a chance blip on my reader radar screen but I appreciate it and it has inspired me to send my thoughts into cyberspace yet again ( Read more... )

I know plenty of people can survive working full time and going to school. Or even much more complicated schedules. But I am so scared about next semester. This summer, my one class is only a couple of hours, 3 days a week (2 days of which are my only days off work). Then there is trying to see Sam. For example today I get off work, drive down ( Read more... )

summer school fucking blows

New York was fabulous. We saw a lot and I still love the city. I loved seeing my family and Sam is the best traveling pardner. Ethan Hawkes naked butt was four feet away from us. We saw an interesting play called Hurly Burly. Yes there was a movie first. Other people in the play were ( Read more... )