im going to make this quick cause i should get back to hw or something. anyways i am so frustrated with soccer,friends,boys its just too much for me lately. my soccer coach doesn't really play me but i know i am better than some of those girls on the field. i am sick of his coaching ..its total bullshit! okay so i have been kinda slacking off on my ( Read more... )

the ones that i like or think i like don't have the balls to talk to me. am i ugly, a loser or not good, or just freaking them out since i talk to them first ( Read more... )

You love to run ( Read more... )

grrr i lost another one ..again you may be wondering what i a talking about ... but who cares anyways... i give up..some say third ones the charm but fuck that...i guess i was too late....god i don't know what do anymore ....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i hate how passive i am and keep my emotions kept up...well anyways basically i am screwed... ( Read more... )

yesterday was my 16 and half bday hah just thought i would let yall know. also i had my first soccer practice with the new team and i hate the trainer. he is a major asshole. grrrr!!

school has been out for almost a month and i haven't done anything with my friends but talk with them. nobody calls me so i guess i should call them. i left them comments no their myspace's but that hasn't worked at all. so my old friend that ended the beginning of school this year won't talk to me but once since we stopped being friends. i try but ( Read more... )

so yeah i home now from staying with my lovely cousin erin at her property up north. we had some much. played some card game that i never understood...lol so we switched to uno yay a game i know wahoo.. so yeah we went to sand lake which was alot of fun. i was trying to dunk erin into the water but it seem to be me always getting plunged into the ( Read more... )

so i just got back from upnorth and it was sorta fun except that one of my relatives doris who talks wayyyy to much about really nothing was there. i was wanted to shoot her or yell at her ghesh she can talk alot. so i went swimming and on boatrides a couple times. ahh ate alot and play million games of skipbo and scrabble and to tell you the truth ( Read more... )

so my summer break well lets just say its been well VERY BORING. nothing really fun has been happening i have been sitting around my house on the internet way too long and watching tv. once in a while i will go outside yay!! not ( Read more... )

school's out and i am officially a junior. this year has gone by fast!! It was a great experiance although the beginning with friendship ended of 10 years. i still miss having that kind of friendship with a lot of great laughs and talkng for hours. I did some stupid stuff that i regret a lot but it wasn't just that it was our interests were ( Read more... )