I miss you/I'm sorry. Typed it that way only because I don't know which should come first because both thoughts are entirely overwhelming. The first is obvious, so I'll explain the second just to get through it ( Read more... )

Shit ( Read more... )

I am fine with being single, but this just sucks. I have never just ended a relationship without something happening, like cheating or something along those lines. With this it is just...I am leaving. We already were feeling the pressure from that and I am not about to push it into something negative because I wouldn't let go. All of it is eating ( Read more... )

....I can't hear them without thinking about him ( Read more... )

There seems to be a perpetual gap between whom I am and who I want to be. It feels like it is getting smaller sometimes, then others I wonder if the Grand Canyon moved into my subconscious. Today was one of the latter ( Read more... )

At one point we will all have a moment when we question our "better" judgment and revisit decisions, usually big ones, we have made in the past. Trusting him when he said nothing happened, knowing that she wouldn't do that to you, pushing yourself to move past that huge person in your life to start again. I suppose all of life is based on one ( Read more... )

Long overdue for a bit of an update. My apologies to anyone and everyone who tries to get in touch with me. School is eating me alive (I went all through summer, and now I am pushing over 20 hours), my internet has been touch and go, and to top it all off, I never pick up my phone, especially when I was overseas. Some friend. I promise to get back ( Read more... )

I am this huge loud color of a human being. I am in your face and everything about me is on the table. I am RIGHT THERE whether or not you want to see me. I am not as easy to understand as primary colors, I have more than one color to me and that often gets in the way of talking to me. I am the most confrontational colors you will ever come across ( Read more... )

I am having a LOT of trouble getting my work done tonight after the events of the day and to be honest I am afraid to sleep just because of what I will dream about. We are all just kids. And tonight, there are over thirty kids who won’t go home. There are families of over thirty KIDS who won’t ever talk to their son/daughter, sister/brother again. ( Read more... )

I think it is a combination of the stress from school and work and everything else right now that has me upset, but that isn’t why I am crying I don’t think ( Read more... )