Well last night was interesting lol ( Read more... )

Uggg well shit day at work today, the manager got suspended yesterday (don't ask why no one would tell me) so of course everyone was in a really shit bad especially the supervisors (especially the one who isn't exactly the nicest person anyway ( Read more... )

Not really got anything to say really, just wanted to update this as I havn't updated it in proper ages lol.

Anywhoos need sleep but probably wont get a decent nights sleep lol.

Oh and another thing with work, If i get mixed up for a bloody woman one more time i'm seriously going to do something drastic ( Read more... )

What's wit the wave of negativity ( Read more... )

So last night I get this etext message

"I love you so much. My minds been warped and im geting worriedbut I still wanna have u here with me. Ive neva loved anything like I love you and I cant be without you"

Not entirely sure how to interpret this but I'm gonna take it positively.

I can't quite describe how I feel at the moment really, just the general blankness crossed with a crushing depression ( Read more... )

Grrrrrr to add to my problems, Mat adamantly denies getting off with Sarah. So now I'm left wondering why Sarah would give me another reason to dump her? Maybe she doesn't like me/ love me anymore but doesn't want to dump me?

Oh i really don't know, I really need to talk to Sarah and sort this out but I can't talk to her till the morning.

Oh and em, your always there for me when I'm hurting :)

Well turns out that Sarah *had* cheated on me after all, what I thought were just the lies of Senior were for once true, what makes it worse was that it was with my (supposed) best mate. I don't want to split up over it because I do still love her and this doesn't really change that, I know this cos I couldn't stand to see her crying it really ( Read more... )