Ups and downs.

[bonny_blue]

My mood swings have been really noticeable the last few weeks. Once I'd got used to the idea that the house was ours I felt ecstatic for 4 days, then I really plunged into a black mood. I've felt like I've been living in a fog for a while. The only respite was the weekend away. I thought it had done me good, then on Monday I plunged even

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[bonny_blue]

Thank you Debbie, I'm just hoping I can be ok until I've finished my teacher training, then I can take a long break. Love Michele xxxx

[ember_skye]

I'm sorry you are feeling like this. I know the feelings all too well. The highs are wonderful while they last, but the lows really knock the stuffing out of you. Seek out your Doctor if things continue hon. Try and get yourself involved in something that will take your mind off things.

I'm glad you had a little happiness today in the way of belated cards and presents.

Hope the dark days are far away. May your days be filled with sunshine.

Sending lots of love your way.
(((Hugs)))

[bonny_blue]

Thank you Babs. I'm pretty sure I'm Bipolar, but I don't want to see a doctor until I've finished my teacher training - I'm not entirely sure how it affects things. I don't want them to tell me I can't teach. I'm a bit hyper now, but calming down, so I'm hoping for a long calm period. In the meantime, I'm trying to get as much done as I can. Lots of love, Michele xxxx

[rolypoly_laurie]

I knew you had a birthday, and I missed it.:( I am sooooo sorry Michele.:(
Was it on the 13th? Let me know okay?

I am sooooo sorry you're feeling so bad Hun...I wish I were there, and I'd give ya a real (((hug))) but for now this will have to do...((((((HUGS))))))
Love ya Sweetie...know I am thinking of you.
(have you thought of medication to help? It's really helped me)
xoxoxo
Laurie

[bonny_blue]

Dear Laurie, it's fine about the Birthday, honest. I put a message on your lj about it. You've remembered now, that's important. When is yours? I worked out how to get into My LJ but it doesn't say. I tried pills when I was depressed last year, but I ended up feeling so numb I came off them. I would rather cry. I've not been crying recently though, just blue and numb anyway! I suppose if it is Bipolar though normal anti-depressants wouldn't work, I don't know. I'm trying to put off going to the Doc until I've finished my teacher training, if I can stay sane long enough!! Thank you so much for the hugs, they are what I need. Lots of love Michele xxxx

[vraic]

Thinking about you *hug

[bonny_blue]

Thank you. I thought I was getting better today, then a few other mums came up to me all at the same time this afternoon at the school gate and it was way too much!

[reapmysoul]

I can certainly sympathize with the way you feel. Back last summer I literally thought that I was going crazy. Very terrible moods and depression. Lexapro saved me, it stopped my panic attacks, my anxiety episodes and I feel almost human again! I hope you start feeling better soon!

[bonny_blue]

Yes, that's just how I feel - like I'm going crazy. I've had a little cry tonight and am a bit calmer. I think I need to see the doctor. Thank you.