Here I am in my solitary cell for the first time in years. I left the city and move to the nature in order to isolate my entity from humanity a year ago. I have been tired and despaired of humanity for too long, and nothing could have changed it. We, the human being, have been existing only to make the world uglier and dirtier, destroying the ( Read more... )

I am completely tired of human being.

I am utterly sick of being human.

Vomit.

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Despair.

Collapse.

Abandon.

I am utterly done with my human life in Japan.

Vomit.

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There are too many reasons why I have been depressed, disappointed, exhausted, despaired in my life in Japan, or amongst Japanese people. I can not but feel vomitive in every second when I am with them, even with my family. We definitely are the bastardiser of human existence. We need no truth at all because we all just go down. We all go down ( Read more... )

Everything is nothing but nothing.

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I
am
lost
.

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Despair of human world as much as we ultimately can, but know that it is not the goal at all and there are more steps further or deeper. We must not stop or stay at the point. We will go and transcend the despair itself

if we long for what human must truly be.

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Nosebleed everyday since last Tuesday. Something might be wrong with my human entity, but then so what? The will failed me, and the world does not need me. That is all.

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Whatever yours is, my life is nothing but nothing.

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I would like to disappear

all day long

every single day.

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