I sometimes have the ability to spit out the shittiest things for no reason.

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I find it odd that on this morning I realize that I'm IN love with someone who's destroyed me before. It's all to confusing and my head hurts from thinking about it so much these past few hours. I had to tell her, she says she understands... Of course it means she knows she wants nothing to do with me. I regret opening my mouth, expressing myself, ( Read more... )

I'm going to be awake all night. I've grown used to falling asleep when the sun's up, and being awake all night. I'm as fucking down as I've ever been but it all seems to just keep going. I dont have any good friends like I used to. But like I said, it all keeps going and there aint no slowing down for me. Maybe one day I'll regain a few, but for ( Read more... )

Old lies. I guess.

I'm sorta depressed. It's an odd sort of depression though, I go from being really excited and happy about the day to really fucking hating it and not wanting to be motivated to do shit. One little snag unravels me completely. No support whatsoever will do that though. I need a band to fill this familyless void I suppose. My hands hurt now more ( Read more... )

So, I was perusing Interpunk.com, a site that I once held as a "You Hear It First" hub for my favorite bands, I'd see updated albums that I had no idea were coming out. And I see Botch's masterpiece We Are The Romans is being remastered, and re-released later this year. It drops on 9-11 to boot, which is honestly the greatest thing ever. The cover ( Read more... )

If my laptop wasnt so broken (in a way) I would be sharing music with the world right now. I want to get a better computer altogether. This no reading/burning discs thing is old already. I dont feel compelled to make crap up tonight, or today, or whatever I should be calling this awake time. This post already sucks. I want to record some solo-ey ( Read more... )

What's happened has happened, we can't bring it back you said. I'm not the one giving up on the other, so excuse me, I'm feeling good when you're close to my heart, and terrible when you're with someone else. There's nothing I can do about it, I have feelings that tangle me up in my own confusion and lust. I cant think of anyone else being as ( Read more... )

What is the point of this really?

The places I want to kiss ( Read more... )