I have returned to livejournal for one of you in particular ( Read more... )

You are far ( Read more... )

So I had a great break! Well deserved. Nothing really happened and I was stuck writing an eight page paper most of friday and saturday but i finished! I got to spend some time with my parents which I enjoy most of the time. Me and my mom went shopping on wednesday and I got a KILLER outfit for the band banquet next tuesday. They are the cutest ( Read more... )

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a new hippie revolution
free love, man

well i just thought it was time for an update ( Read more... )

this made my day ( Read more... )

so im waiting...
waiting for the time
the place
the feeling
for when those songs will be the least bit tolerable... even just the tune
waiting for a revalation to come around
just waiting for the unfortunate, inevitable rebound
just waiting
cuz i don't know what else to do

I went on the most amazing trip this week. The marching band went down to the country of Antigua which is an island in the West Indies below Cuba almost to South America. It was sooo beautiful down there. Breathtaking at times ( Read more... )

so today was awkward
don't even know what to make of it
im confused as to whether it left me confused or not.. that's how confused i am lol

I'm becoming someone I didn't want to be. I'm revengeful, jealous, weak, and filled with rage. I have developed a language problem (I find it to be a relief). I enjoy his pain and guilt, and I become saddened when he doesn't have sympathy for me. I want it to be just as hard for him as it is for me (even though I know it can't be). I'm finding ( Read more... )