I have a fucking bird screaming outside of the window right now and it's giving me a headache. For the first time in my life, I would like to purchase a shot gun and kill "the mocking bird ( Read more... )

I remembered why I never like movies on the first date tonight, because I cry at everything. I watched the "lake house" tonight and tried hard to hold the tears until the end, or when you were suppose to cry, it was too hard. It was a love movie about waiting. The plots didn't make any sense at first, it was like two pieces of puzzles that didn't ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt hopeless? I have ( Read more... )

I just got back from watching the movie "The Family Stone". It's a story about family...love...and family. Anyways, Sarah Jessica Parker's character met the boyfriend's family for the first time. This is not the all american family that I have imagined...so...it was hard for Sarah to try to fit in. She seemed to manage to always say the wrong ( Read more... )

She said,"I'm going to Boston, starting a new life, get out of California, I'm tired of the weather..."

Finally...I got up to take a hot shower after what started to seem like an eternity of rest in bed. I thought my hair started to smell. If I didn't get so sick this week, I wouldn't have anytime to update my journal until another century. It felt like saying hi to an old friend that I haven't seen for years. There was a little bit a unknown emotion ( Read more... )

Signing up for the gym was one of the best decision that I've made since Tiffany necklace. I spend half of my workout time reading the "Fortune" and absorbing the real world. I was reading an article on risk management today since it has became the hottest topic after Katrina swept New Orleans. I had to admit that all my MBA classes have enhance my ( Read more... )

Grandparents are the oldest people I know who know me; they are my best friends when I want to learn about the mysteries of my parents; they are the first baby-sitters I ever had; and they never grow old. Losing a grandparent is like losing a piece of my most precious memories; losing a grandparent is like putting part of my childhood happiness ( Read more... )

I AM NOT SURE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW...RELEASED? OR MORE STRESSED? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR BOYFRIEND TOLD YOU THAT HE MIGHT NOT WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP? ARE THE WORDS WE SAY JUST TO FILL THE AWKWARD MOMENTS AND SLIENCE? DO WE ALWAYS SAY THINGS WE REALLY MEAN?

It's a futon night today. I took out my pillow and my favorite blanket...I usually act like this when the good night conversation gone sour. Tim told me that he would not get married until the age of 28 (at least)...and I had nothing to say to that since it's in four years. I couldn't help but ask myself if I was scheduled to be in his life right ( Read more... )