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So i have decided to skip class today. It kind of goes in line with the withdrawal from society but it is mainly because the lectures are all review for me so i can just read the chapters and /or the lectures and do it in half the time. Feeling better today. Perhaps my chemical imbalance is subsiding. I joke about it but secretly wonder if it is ( Read more... )

So my mood today is much different than yesterday. I am overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts and this and that. I am drowning in my thoughts. Sorry, just been in a very completive mood lately. I am still stuck on the fact that I don’t seem to fit in anywhere. I don’t really like my classmates and the people I call my friends don’t really seem to ( Read more... )

well barely. I got up at 4:30 this morning to study more for zee test. I think i finally made it to bed around 2. So i am not that tired as of yet but i am typing in bed to get some inspiration. I think the crew is going out tonight. Splitsville is the buzz. I really dont feel like going but i think it is better than moping around my apartment ( Read more... )

if life is as Grant says and is 10% of what happens and 90% of how i react to it then i have lived 70 lifetimes. i think i overreact to everything. not sure what i think about what he said. sometimes i just like to do stuff without thinking. some days i can think till i am blue in the face. will ponder that tomorrow after the test while i am laying ( Read more... )

so i finally finished my first pass in studying. well, i may be lying. i think that there are 3 lectures that need some personal attention from me. I am playing a dangerous game of banking on most of the knowledge of immuno that i learned in undergrad. Path remains a mystery to me but my eyes have scanned over the documents once so for some reason ( Read more... )

I am so hungry and have no food in my apartment. I want the food fairy to pay me a visit. ok, so why dont i go out and get food? the answer is vanity. i still look like a train wreck that can only be fixed by prolonged tear-free segments. unfortunately, after last night/this morning, it will be a long recovery process. i look like one of those ( Read more... )

so the puffer fish is finally up and trying to start my day. honestly, anticipate a rough day. must learn to be less sensitive and how to let go. something to do with once the sadness takes over it is hard to shake, even with a task at hand. well, especially with a task at hand ( Read more... )

feeling like my own sex and the city episode.... like i was just broken up with by a post-it. wonderful. think i should audition for another series. i am thinking Grey's Anatomy b/c Patrick Dempse is dreamy. oh but wait. there is cheating that goes on in that show. i have nothing good to say. i am just wallowing in a mire of my own self pity. at ( Read more... )

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