Me and my new baby- Grizzly. Ill gt a pic of my cat up here eventually. So its me, Grizz, and Aowyn on our own.....not so bad.

what im feeling is- a combination of nausea, pain, and just this pressure pushing down all the way through. my eyes are red and swollen, my broken wrist is a 1/1000th of the break in my heart. my ribs are starting to poke out. why we allow ourselves to love and be loved ( Read more... )

I am sleeping with my boyfriends roommate. I am secretly hanging out with my boyfriends roommate because my boyfriend has forbidden I be friends with him. I love my boyfriend, but not so much that I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I love him more like....have to say it...a brother than a boyfriend. I have to pretend that I enjoy sex ( Read more... )

One more year and ILl be done with undergrad school. Pretty exciting stuff. And I think it will be an easier year. Im pretty much burned out with school so Im looking forward to the end. At last, I see a light at the end of the tunnel. Ill be going into dental hygiene after that for a year and a 1/2 in Laramie probably, maybe Montana or Oregon ( Read more... )

Dont let your cat sleep on your keyboard. It does all sorts of unimaginable things to your computer. For instance, did you know there is, at least on my computer, a mysterious unmarked key (ONe of the functions keys, so the crazy asian tech lady tells me) that magically 'switches' off your wireless conection? How wierd. And my cat Aowyn (lately ( Read more... )

I did it. I told him everything. And he loves me so much that he says he cant leave me. There is no way to explain the feeling in my heart- to see what i have done to him. But im afraid he wont be able to forgive or forget. Does it happen? Can people continue a relationship after something like this? Ive heard people say its not worth even trying ( Read more... )

B/C I cant talk about this with anyone here in laramie, and I swear if i dont get it out im gonna break down. I always swore that I would never cheat, and I havent. Except 2 nights ago. And it wasn't just a relatively harmless kiss. No, I spread my legs for my boyfriend's best friend- - and room mate. While he was sleeping in his room next door. We ( Read more... )

A little hello ( Read more... )

Ireland was amazing- absolutely the most gorgeous country ive ever seen. the plp are a bit liberal, the roads are insanely narrow, and my dad was his usualy grumpy gills self, but I totally loved it ( Read more... )

Havent been able to keep in touch w/ many of you, so I thought I might make a comeback on LJ. Emilie- sorry I havent been able to call you back but my phone bill has been outrageous (we can blame walter, jk) and my parents are on the verge of taking it away from me...lol. so I have to call using a calling card and I am rarely home anymore. I ( Read more... )