Head over heart. Heart over head. It's never an easy choice to make.

And I wish I didn't have to choose between these options all the time. It gets tiring after a while. Maybe I complicate matters too much. Some things should be easy to decide, as long as you set your mind to it. The pang in your heart, that feeling you get. It's unbearable. It ( Read more... )

How do you walk away from someone who has already left?

At least I made an effort to find out. Could I have been more stupid?

I'm sick and tired thinking of all the what ifs. Get this over and done with will you? Quit messing with my mind.

Oh yes! I forgot to add, welcome to the Nineteen Club Fgss! <3

 'Maison avec Amis' went well I would say. The food turned out good, perhaps the Alio Olio was a tad too spicy but that was it. Haha. Oh what ego. I didn't know it could get so tiring trying to prepare a meal. But love to my NTU girls, and the rest who turned up (: Special thanks to LD and his maid! Haha. It's probably the last gang meeting before ( Read more... )

There wasn't even a need for me to make a choice, was it? All I want to know is what actually went through your mind before. How could I have been naive enough to think that there would be a fairytale ending?

This week's been rather bad. The thought of seeing you kept me through. But that was for nothing too I guess. At least now I know, I should ( Read more... )

It's 1am and I have an early driving lesson tmr ): My essay seems to be getting out of point. Why do essays from Hw 101 always give me headaches? ):

I feel bad troubling people for work that I should be doing by myself.

Please tell me why do I keep checking my phone when I know there's nothing there.. Things would never be the same again despite ( Read more... )

French role play was a terror. Viona and I totally forgot what we wanted to say initially and we just stumbled through our lines and made it up as it went along.. Okay, at least that's over. Can't wait for Vivo outing to try French desserts! Yum.

I think I am just being very stubborn. My heartache is for me alone to bear. I deserved it for not ( Read more... )

After a really long while, I think I need to type to rant.

I don't understand myself sometimes. Okay, make that most of the time. I never ever learn my lessons from before. And yet, I'm stubborn enough to believe that things would be different.

Just walk away..

Exams are nearing. Just shoot me. The last few weeks before the study break are ( Read more... )

It has been a great week! Buffet dinner on Monday. Catching up with the T32 Crescent babes, Nik and Germ on Tues. Met Gen and Alex on Wed. And finally, a date with the girls, Ks and Jas on Thurs.

Mango sale was crazy and I bought quite a few items. Pretty pleased with my buys Spending money like there are unlimited funds is the best way to delude ( Read more... )

I'm in quite an odd mood today. Happy one moment, down the next..

Emma's coming back tmr and I wonder what work would be like. Quite strange seeing how I have never met her before. Guess I would be sad to say goodbye to this place. Having some sort of stability and income doesn't really hurt. But now freedom seems so much more important to me. I can ( Read more... )