I really wish you were here, me next to you, watching the parade and bombarding you with questions about the march. But it's me all alone now, in this room, without you. Then I would think to how you lied to me and I would stop myself from giving in, from calling you and asking if we could rewrite everything and let everything go back to what it ( Read more... )

School starts tmr. How depressing ): I got lucky first sem, might not be next sem. Time to work hard. I was quite upset 'cos I didn't get the electives I wanted but hopefully add-drop period would be good to me. Don't know if I should continue taking level 2 for French but if I do I would probably take 6 modules which I don't think I can handle.

In ( Read more... )

I want to scream, shout, rant but it wouldn't make this feeling go away. It's so miserable knowing that you've put yourself out there in this situation you created yourself.

Things should have never gotten this far, then maybe it would be much easier to deal with. You mess with my mind, make me do/say things that are completely uncalled for. And it ( Read more... )

The first day of 2008 was spent with the gang and co. at Clarke Quay. Didn't really get to see fireworks ): But at least it wasn't very crowded. Counting down is only special when the people you treasure the most are with you doing the same. Next year we shall plan something special okay!

I despise those who pretend to agree with you, but in actual ( Read more... )

So tell me, am I an idiot or what? Living in denial is really not an option. Not when everyone around you is so curious to find out. Everyone, it seems, except you.

Sometimes when you wait too long and when something finally happens and it's not to your liking, you ask yourself, why bother?

Please be proud of me because I went Bugis today and I didn ( Read more... )

Met up with the backrow t32 girls ytd! (: We should really meet up more often. Special thanks to Dorisohnoobnoob for being the Royal Planner for the Royal Dinner (:

Mind Cafe with Jt, Ld and Moo today! The building block game was fun, where the girls dominated the game! Not like Can't Stop, where the girls lost. Plain bad luck. Hmpft. Visited Germ ( Read more... )

My grandma and granduncle were admitted the the hospital on the same day. He passed away ytd and my grandma isn't at her best. Death. It's something foreign to me, something I never had to deal with. It scares me, the fragility of life. It makes me feel guilty to not know what to say when I was at the hospital ytd. They're talking of funeral plans ( Read more... )

The coming week is absurdly packed. Having a hard itme keeping track of the people to meet and things to do.The holidays seem to be coming to an end real quick ):

Jas and I have an exciting plan which seems pretty possible to carry out! Finally went swimming after a loooong while. The sun was good while it lasted and when it finally rained, it was ( Read more... )

I was looking for the famous picture to cheer Jt up, but instead i chanced upon the neoprints from a long time ago. The people in those pictures, I probably don't talk to half of them. It makes me wonder, the people I know now, which half would not exist in my life given a few more years. I'm glad for the constants in my life, they complete me. ( Read more... )

My head has never felt so heavy, and the burning emptiness in the stomach. Never again. Well, I say so for now.

Selfishness is never pretty. I didn't know what to do but to pretend. Knowing that you truly meant it made it even harder. You knew, despite my attempts and you didn't blame me for it. Wishing the words didn't come from you but someone ( Read more... )