did i mention my boyfriend was amazingly sweet last night? i about fainted. he should be that sweet all the time.

last night wasn't so bad. not so great, but a billion times better than anything i've done for a while. went to target cause i was all pissed off and bought some shampoo and some other shit. then nothing at all to do. so i call francis, and he's at brother's. so i go there. it's just alexander's birthday. zach meets me there sometime after 9 ( Read more... )

fuck you rosso ( Read more... )

...to the idea that the only thing beautiful about me is my ability to cease to exist.

Everyone's afraid of their own life ( Read more... )

SARAH...check out my new title for my live journal! ;) it's also my myspace profile title AND the title of my mixtape. smashing! :)

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i wish i could go back to the week before the semester started. i liked hanging out with sarah, watching tv and talking or whatever. that was nice. now i never see her. even when we're both home, i'm either stuck studying in my bedroom or sleeping. :(

sucks

instead of homework i've been working on my mixtape for the mixtape trade. it's going well i think. it's hard to pick, of course, especially when I don't want to bore my friends with music we've all listened to a billion times.

i should be studying.

i don't have any desire to write in here. things i did this weekend ( Read more... )

i feel really sick. my head is fuzzy and swimming. i have no idea why. but i think zach is really pissed at me, cause i keep falling asleep. but everytime i get up and try to do something, i feel like i'm going to pass out.

nothing ever goes as planned, i don't know why i bother.

thank you for riding the courtney bus! have a wonderful day!

my bus makes me feel good, cause i like being helpful. :)