heaven will be a much better place. sometimes i wish that that van had successfully broad-sided me. it would have saved me so much heartbreak, fighting, arguing, and persecution. or if only my brain had just fucking exploded on me when I was 3 like it should have. if only i hadn't screamed. if only my 3 year old mind could have ignored the ( Read more... )

finally i receive an email from you, emmanuel. i don't know what to think about this part, though.

"i looked through your digitalstar.com photos and added a few comments. i can ( Read more... )

These are pictures of me and Sarah's house. I don't know how to do the livejournal cut code thing, so I'll only post like, 2 or 3 and then i'll put a link to my digitalstar page if you want to see more pictures.


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sometimes people i typically like and even appreciate have this way of making me feel a disgusting amount of contempt toward them. some little thing they say or do makes me want to drop their asses right through the stake of a fence post ( Read more... )

school fucking blows, especially when you're sick.

i've been here since 10:30 am, and i'll probably be here till at least midnight.

FUCK THAT.

Best Valentine's Day ever! Hands down. I decorated my dining room all pink, red, and black. It was AWESOME. I took lots of pictures of it. I'll post them when I develop them ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

oh god, who the fuck get's their womanly friend the morning of valentine's day. i hope i don't get sick all day, as I tend to do. overdosing on the midol for sure ( Read more... )

today i almost died ( Read more... )

after causing myself to be lying in a pool of tears and snot last night, i slept until noon today. didn't bother to go to my 10:30 class. i just didn't care. i just wanted to sleep and sleep and sleep ( Read more... )