i haven't posted here in a long long time. so i don't know if anyone will see this.sorry for the no capitals though my shift key is broken ( Read more... )

Things have been weird lately I guess.I haven't had alot to do.I guess cause me and tyson are apparently never talking agian?probly a good thing.Who knows.Schools ending very soon.It doesn't feel like it.Every year goes by that much faster.highschool is almost over.After that its the begininng of the rest of my life?way too intense for me ( Read more... )

Oh god I'm totally scaring myself righ tnow.I'm listening to a whole bunch of like top 20 rap songs.lol.Its hilarious but there so good I'm just like GOD I LOVE IT.I'm in kind of a good mood.But at the same time not really at all.I was reading over poems I wrote and like crying hysterically.There so fucking intense.I really don't wanna do homework ( Read more... )

lately I don't know how to feel.One day I'll be fine and happy and good and everything is just ok.But then the next day I'll hear a song or I'll see something and I'll just feel so damn sad.But its not easy for me to just cry anymore and I don't know why that is and its hard to cry and its hard to really feel anything for me.Life can be so fucked ( Read more... )

WE FOUND THE KITTEN.This morning we found it thank god.It was hiding in the backyard in a hard to reach spot we looked there last night but it was too dark to see anything.I'm soo happy we found her now she's being really nice to me.lol.anyways thats all....

My kitten Obi is missing as of tonight.She's nowhere in the house or in the front or back of my house I walked up and down my street with a flashlight looking and I couldn't find her anywhere.I'm fuckin freaking out man.I'm really scared of loosing her I already lost one cat to running away and I'm definetly not loosing another one.sooooo yeah.I'm ( Read more... )

Lately I've felt really sad and really thoughtful.I can't even explain it I'm sad about things that even I don't understand.It drives me fuckin crazy.I just feel so stressed to be perfect all the time I don't even know why I just want people to like me.It never used to be a big thing for me but now I'm always worrying about everything and I just ( Read more... )

I'm friends only now so...

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I had a pretty good day I guess it was chill/dank
thats all I guess...for now....
I'm talking to people online chillin....

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thats it

<3

Lauren

I haven't been takingmy anti depressants like at all.I keep forgetting and then I just keep getting really sad for no reason and then I realize that I really need them.I feel really alone and bitchy.It would be kind of nice to have a serious relationship because thats a really good feeling.But every single fucking time I try to care about someone I ( Read more... )