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I had a busy weekend.

Home Improvement - Wise
I went to multiple furniture stores, including IKEA (which, by the way, is GINORMOUS!). We bought a living room outfit at one place and plan to buy the rest at IKEA.

I looked at paint samples & believe that I have finally picked out a damn color!

Movie - Wise
ARRRR! I saw Pirates Of The Caribbean. It was ( Read more... )

Well...I've survived the my first two days back to work. I did have a secret cry in Cari & I's "office". Working with Maria was a bit trying at first, but when she gave me a very sweet card, that's when the waterworks were turned on. I think that I will be OK from here on out. Everyone at work is being super supportive.

Even though I am all pierced ( Read more... )

Any and everyone!!!

Please watch this short video. It perfectly explains (without being longwinded) what we are going through & what to say.

Early Show Correspondent Laurie Hibberd reports on a topic with which she has a personal connection: how people deal with miscarriages and stillbirths.

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• met up with Gordon today and had coffee. We talked about my recent events and it was nice.
• went to my first miscarriage support group meeting last night and I DEF felt good about it.

My phone is working again. Well actually, it isn't the same phone. I got a WAAAAAYYYYY better phone through Verizon and I switched providers. My cell number is still the SAME so you can still reach me (some one please still want to reach me!).

I fear I'll never sleep again.

tOdAy---I bUriEd mY cHiLd

My poor baby was too small to create any ashes.

The memorial stone  says:

Sweet little flower
of heavenly birth
you were too fair
to bloom on Earth.

The same stone can be seen here: 
http://www.thecomfortcompany.net/index.asp?PageAction=VIEWPROD&ProdID=251

In other not-so-heartbreaking-since it's not really my style-but it's ( Read more... )

Hear Ye! Hear Ye!

Today will be a day of relaxation & fun. 
I will not be sad today. I will not. 
I may go to the park, watch a movie, spackle the den...

This day is not for being sad. 
If you are sad, and you are around me, I will try to slap you out of it. I will slap you.
If I am sad, and you are around me, punch me out of it. Just for today, you can ( Read more... )